Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Hanging Upside Down

I feel like I am hung upside down on a rollercoaster and the question in my mind is, "Will I be going forward or backward when this thing starts rolling?"

We spoke with the parents again this morning by phone. Things have not really changed much from yesterday and yet time is ticking away at our ability to act upon the plan. We really need wisdom for what to do. Do we take the risk and send me to Singapore on the very high but basically unfounded hope that this plan will work out? Or do we keep the lines of communication open and try to find another solution?

One thing I might have forgotten to mention is that my beloved's all important job talk for his work has been scheduled for Nov 4, which means that he needs to be on top of his game for that and actually present to give it. That's the reason he cannot travel on this plan. Pray for his preparation for the job talk as he is quite desperately exhausted mentally and emotionally from all of this back and forth to the far east. He just wants to give birth to this baby already!

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